And again.
By the time I burst out through the side exit into cold wind and ambulance noise, he had called six times.
I got into my car with numb hands and locked the doors.
My phone rang again.
This time, I answered.
“Claire?” His voice was sharp, not worried. “Why aren’t you answering? Adler’s office just told me you left.”
Every instinct in me screamed.
“I—” I swallowed. “I felt dizzy. I just needed air.”
A pause.
“Why would you leave in the middle of the appointment?”
Because I just saw your dead wife’s chart, I thought.
Instead I said, “I’m emotional. It’s the hormones.”
His tone changed instantly, softening like someone lowering velvet over a knife. “Honey, breathe. Where are you? I’ll come get you.”
“No,” I said too quickly. “I’m fine. I’m driving home.”
Another pause, longer this time.
“Drive carefully,” he said. “And Claire?”
“Yes?”
“You should have called me first.”
The line went dead.
I sat there shaking until a knock on my window nearly made me scream.
It was one of Dr. Adler’s nurses, a woman named Patrice I had seen before. She slipped an envelope through the narrow opening when I cracked the glass.
“Doctor said give you this,” she whispered. “Then go.”
Inside the envelope was Dr. Adler’s card, a handwritten cell number, and a single printed sheet.
It was Rebecca Whitmore’s death certificate.
Cause of death: postpartum hemorrhage following emergency cesarean delivery.
No car accident.
I drove straight to my friend Megan Sullivan’s apartment in Old Town because she was the first person I trusted to think clearly while my own mind was disintegrating.
Megan had been my best friend since college, the kind of friend who told you when a dress looked bad, when a man was lying, and when you were about to ruin your life. She was a family law attorney now, ferociously competent and allergic to nonsense. She had disliked Graham from day one, which I had always chalked up to loyalty and overprotectiveness.
She opened her door, saw my face, and said only, “Come in.”
Ten minutes later, I was on her couch under a blanket I did not need, telling her everything in gulps. The chart. Rebecca. The forged consent form. Dr. Adler. Graham’s calls.
Megan did not interrupt once.
When I finished, she leaned forward, elbows on knees.
“Claire,” she said carefully, “has Graham ever hurt you?”
“No.”
“Threatened you?”
“No.”
“Controlled money, your phone, where you go?”
I hesitated.
The silence answered for me.
She exhaled. “Okay.”
“No, listen, it wasn’t like that,” I said automatically, because even then part of me was still protecting him. “He just—he liked to manage things. He worried.”
“Did he ever pressure you to sign anything during the pregnancy?”
“Insurance papers. Hospital privacy forms. A trust document for the baby in case something happened to both of us.” My stomach turned. “Oh my God.”
“Do you have copies?”
“At home, maybe. In his study.”